OPEN CLOSED

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On my balcony, what for a while had been a fat, round bud, suddenly exploded under spring’s pressures. A peony it is -methinks; I am a lover of flowers, not a botanist. Curiously enough, there are more vigorous stems sprouting from the pot’s soil, which has been refreshed weeks ago; yet, only one of them has produced this miracle. Could the peony be a thrifty creature?

It attracts bees. It has the size of a fried egg, as well as its appetizing colours. Then, when in the late afternoon I returned to the balcony to have my pleasure redoubled, the late sun already behind the house, to my surprise the flower had closed up, perhaps saving its honey and fragrances for the bees who plan their arrival tomorrow. Once again, an indication of frugality.

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In a very roundabout way, it reminded me of a camping trip, made years and years ago. It was already mid-September, we were travelling rather mountainous parts of France, on the lookout for a place to put up our tent for the night. On the side of an open gate, a sign told us Camping Ouvert – home we were! Considering the fact that the ‘season’ had ended, we had already found quite a few campsites closed up for winter. Not this one – ouvert!

We had to descend a spiralling, car-narrow path, all over strewn with rocks. Down in the pit, around one last bend, we had to stop for a second gate, this time a closed one with a sign Camping Fermé… Stuck, in the middle of nowhere, more specifically down in nowhere. With the car’s nose down, there was no other way but backtracking in reverse, all the way up. Ever since that day, in our house – whenever someone puts you into a pragmatic paradox, which often happens in married life – it has become a hallowed expression: Ah, un Camping Ouvert-Fermé!

True to the French character, so well described by Molière in his l’Avare – the Miser – the owners of that campsite must have been as frugal as my peony, not willing to spend time on removing the sign at the top of the pit, and pay for another one to announce what had indeed been written on the sign down there in Hell. As the peony’s flower, the campsite behind the closed gate had looked like a little Paradise. Surely, a Dante experience.

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Sierksma, Montmorillon 17.5/2024

Author: rjsiersk

Sierksma was born in Friesland, a 'county' in the northern part of the Netherlands with its own language which he does not speak and with an obstinate population to which he both belongs and does not belong. A retired Professor of Social Philosophy and Aesthetics, as a Harkness fellow he taught at Rutgers and Berkeley Universities in the USA, and at GUAmsterdam and TUDelft in the Netherlands. In 1991 he was awarded his PhD from Leiden University on the subject of 'Surveillance and Task: Labour Discipline between Utilitarianism and Pragmatism'. His books include Minima Memoria (1993), Lost View (2002 with Jan van Geest), and Litter Scent (2013). He has published poems and articles in Te Elfder Ure, Nynade, Oasis and the Architectural Annual. Half the year he lives in Haarlem, the other half he spends in la France Profonde, living ‘in his own words’ as the house out there was bought with the winnings from his essay Eternal Sin, written for the ECI Essay Prize (1993). In this blog, Sierksma's Sequences, written in English, he is peeping round his own and other people’s perspectives. Not easily satisfied with answers nor with questions, he turns his wry wit to a number of philosophical and historical issues. His aim in writing: to make parts of the objective world light up in his personal perspective - not my will, thine! Not being a thief, he has no cook, one wife, some children, one lover and three cats. The reader, interested in my writings on aesthetics, literature, and sociology, may want to open Academia.edu, where various pieces are published.

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